"I'm dead in the water, can't you see, can't you see..." - Ellie Goulding

16.50

Sore ini mendung. Gumpalan awan abu menutupi sinar matahari yang sejak tadi siang tampak berani menunjukkan sinarnya. Sepi. Tak ada yang datang atau tak ada pesan-pesan elektronik yang diharapkan atau tidak itu datang secara tiba-tiba.

Perasaan ini tidak sedih. Hanya kembali merenungi apa yang seharusnya dilakukan. Bertahun tahun hidup namun dirasa kurang cukup berterima kasih kepada Sang Maha Pencipta. Nafas yang diberikan dan indahnya waktu saat dimana melihat ciptaan-Nya. Semua kata "terima kasih" ini dirasa tidak sebanding dengan nikmat-Nya.

Pejamkan mata...
Pada suatu waktu dimana hanya kau butuh saat antara dirimu dan musik. Suasana yang tenang tentunya. Pejamkan mata dan nikmatilah entah itu berupa senyuman, tangisan, atau apapun. Berikan waktu sejenak untuk dirimu, tidak melulu kepada orang lain. Karena belum tentu saat kau menceritakan sesuatu kepada orang lain mereka akan mengerti atau hanya sekedar mendengarkan.

Bukan bermaksud untuk berburuk sangka, namun ada kala nya tidak semua permasalahan dan kejadian di hidup ini harus kau bagi. Tidak semua

Karena yang paling mengerti akan dirimu adalah kamu seorang...

Afternoon on Green

Lately I just love to take many pictures from my phone. Actually about nature. This afternoon before breakfasting, I took some pictures from my front garden. They were mostly about green.

My little sister called this "3 Colors Flowers." She said that my dad bought these seeds from Sintang or Kapuas Hulu, West Kalimantan. You can see those violet, yellow, and orange colors make this perfect combination

I just love to touch the feel of nature. Even my foot, too

My 'two' fingers. It was one of the awesome spot at my front garden. When you can see many brown leaves dried and fall down into the green grass

And it was about after the rain

That's why I love nature. Very much.

Cheers and happy holiday!

Another Song : Clarity (Acoustic) - Zedd ft Foxes

Here. My another favorite song.
Actually I found this first song is an EDM version. After that when I was opening youtube, I found the acoustic version too. I was so amazed when I watched this for the first time. Zedd is using a piano to make this perfect acoustic version and a beautiful voice of Foxes. Perfect!

 

"Why are you my clarity?"

Clarity (Acoustic Version)
(Zedd ft Foxes)

High dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life
Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time
Hold still right before we crash 'cause we both know how this ends
A clock ticks 'til it breaks your glass and I drown in you again

'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

(Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey)

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

Walk on through a red parade and refuse to make amends
It cuts deep through our ground and makes us forget all common sense
Don't speak as I try to leave 'cause we both know what we'll choose
If you pull then I'll push too deep and I'll fall right back to you

'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

(Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey)

Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?
Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

Lyrics taken from AZ Lyrics

ps : you must watch the EDM version, too. Check : Clarity (feat Foxes) - Zedd on Youtube

Sunny day, rainy day. Days are changed...
People are changed. No matter you could pretend that they are still the same way they used to be, but yeah they will be changed. Not only people but also things too. The things usually you see everyday maybe, they will gone someday. Don't make any kind like 'wishes' you would receive any alert, confirmation, or such like that.
Never.
It's sounds like impossible when someone talks "hey, I want to changed my feeling to you" before they become really different from now.
Many people said that it's common. People, things, and everything here. They will changed into someone better, worst, or someone you used to know.
From someone you know to someone you knew
Maybe I'm not ready yet...

My Deep Condolence

My deep condolence goes to our beloved People's Consultative Assembly (MPR) Chairperson, Sir Taufiq Kiemas, today in Singapore.

Here, you can see the news about that http://news.liputan6.com/read/607754/taufiq-kiemas-meninggal-dunia 

I want to share a little experience when I met him on my MPR national competition on 2011. It was around September. We were from different provinces came to Jakarta to competed in national level. He was a great, kind, and wise man. There was a dialogue with him and he gave us many new knowledge about this nation.

The photo was taken on September 2011

May God gives him the best place. And for the family will be given a strengths.

There were so many ideas which you gave to make this nation better, better than before. Thank you so much, Sir!

Homesick (again)

I just feel that I miss everything about my home. This feeling attacked me in this important weeks before final exam. I just wish that time goes faster and I can go back to my beloved town, home. Where I can meet up with my mom, dad, sister, and a whole of my family.

Me, childish? Whatever you called it, in important I'm just missing it now.

Wherever you go
Someday you gonna miss your home
And the fact is me
I'm missing my home now, for sure